The hidden me.

i keep hiding my self from something.

i keep put away the hidden me.

but somehow,

i found her last night.

and everything is already clear.

it's been years i forgetting her in my self.

i'm shaking.

i'm afraid.

i'm awkward.

i'm down to the earth.

but there's a light.

to guide me up.

to wake me up.

to the right way.

past is past.

all the understanding made me stronger.

but i'm still shame of my self.

all the confident fly away.

but the light still standing.

and grab my self.

to the real world.

i'm felt sorry.

cause i'm not worth it.

but i'm wondering.

why those light become more lighter.

more more and even more.

it's make me affected.

all the things happened,

i hope it will be gone.

and never found her anymore.

i want a new life.

i need that so badly.

i'm a new girl.

even i've made mistakes.

but truly i am what i am.

i'm not fake, hypocrite.

I'm just what i'm to be.

it's depends on people to judge me.

cause i want they know what I am.

not who I was.

seeing me with what you currently see.

not previous me.

I'm felt appreciated.

I'm impressed.

Thank you.

Sejenak.

Tak semua yang kita impikan kita akan dapat. Susah nak jangka apa yang akan terjadi dalam hidup kita. Ada je kejadian yang kita tak pernah langsung terfikir akan jadi tapi akhirnya jadi. ALLAH kan Maha Besar dan Maha Mengetahui apa yang dikehendaki dan apa yang diingini oleh hambanya. MasyaAllah.

Kadang kadang kena belajar melepas kan. Dan juga belajar menerima dan melupakan hal hal lame. Apa pun jua hidup kita akan datang, tu sume kuasa Dia yang menentukan. Kita bukan bomoh. Bomoh pon takleh tengok dan tau mase depan dia sendiri. Jangan kufur. Melangkah ke hadapan itu perlu walau perit. Kalau tak, payah la nak teruskan hidup.

Always remember, always have a REASON behind what happened. Jangan mengeluh tapi berdoa. Jangan memarahi tapi memahami. Setiap orang ada hal lepas. Forgive & forget itu perlu juga :)