The hidden me.

i keep hiding my self from something.

i keep put away the hidden me.

but somehow,

i found her last night.

and everything is already clear.

it's been years i forgetting her in my self.

i'm shaking.

i'm afraid.

i'm awkward.

i'm down to the earth.

but there's a light.

to guide me up.

to wake me up.

to the right way.

past is past.

all the understanding made me stronger.

but i'm still shame of my self.

all the confident fly away.

but the light still standing.

and grab my self.

to the real world.

i'm felt sorry.

cause i'm not worth it.

but i'm wondering.

why those light become more lighter.

more more and even more.

it's make me affected.

all the things happened,

i hope it will be gone.

and never found her anymore.

i want a new life.

i need that so badly.

i'm a new girl.

even i've made mistakes.

but truly i am what i am.

i'm not fake, hypocrite.

I'm just what i'm to be.

it's depends on people to judge me.

cause i want they know what I am.

not who I was.

seeing me with what you currently see.

not previous me.

I'm felt appreciated.

I'm impressed.

Thank you.